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I tried...

I tried to dream a new dream, but i always end up dreaming about my old one.
I said things would be different now, that i wouldn't stay attached to my past anymore, but i can't help it. I'm always coming back to it...

Sure, i'm different from what you used to know me...a little bit. And so are you! I'm so proud to see you going on with your life, and fighting for it...
But life is made of choices... and if we take the "wrong" one, is just to see how good the "right" choice is.. if i didn't lost you i wouldn't know how important you were in my life... and you still are.
Remember when we first met? I was so inocent back there... but one thing i know... as soon as our eyes meet my legs started to melt... my heart pounded really fast... i still stay this way everytime we meet.
When i tried to tell you.. you didn't listen... you were prolly too dam hurt...so now i just love you in secret... i really wish you the best, you deserve it... you've been through alot and i wish you all the hapiness you can get... honestly.

...this is my secret...my soul... my dream... that i will continue to keep hidding...